You know me best ,

UBIN JOURNEY !

2010-11-28T21:31:00.002+08:00

Compare & Contrast !

Into the new world ! [SNSD]

2010-11-22T18:25:00.002+08:00

HEY LOOOOOOOOOOOOO ! IMA BACK !
JUST FEEL KINDA BORED AND SO I'M HERE!

HAPPY USED-TO-BE TWO YEARS ANNIVERSARY TO BOYF ! <3

Today was awesome, had shopping spreeee! Bought my fav dress! Whooo~ HIGH HIGH! Spring cleaning was superb! Get to meet up with my lovely notes and memories! Oooh~ I'm so gonna keep all of them so that I can read them sometime.

Tomorrow gonna be the FIRST DAY OF WORK for me!! Oh well, tell me who isn't scared on their first day of work. *GIGGLES* Everyone is , I guess (: Wish myself all the best ! *pat on my shoulder*

K, gonna wait for my annoying boyf to knock off from work.
'let's go to work tgt soon!!!'

I love you more than butter loves to fly.

2010-01-01T22:31:00.002+08:00

Yeahsss, this is our first pix tgt on the first day of 2010!
I love him ttm k! -no comments needed- Throughout 2009, he's been the one by my side. We cried. We laughed. We hugged. We promised. And, I'm sure we'll last that super longggggggggggggggggg. *stretch arms from end to end* grins! Girls, get jealous! Gahgah!~ He's like a rare creature on world now! Only Pluto has! Hahaha! And I've taken it, eat it, molest it, pinch it and cook it! So no more for you *sticks out tongue* He's super cute one. After countdown, he said something cute. 'I haven get my first ... ' Gahhhhhhhhhh~ *pinch cheeks* Did I tell you I love him ttm? Yesyes, and it's super true! He's in his dream now, gonna meet him there! Bye lovelies. Drop a 'hello' cos there > is getting dead -.-

I believe I haven't lost a friend, bb.

I just wanna say a lil thank you for all you've done.

2010-01-01T18:03:00.005+08:00

Oh yea, I wanna wish more more people here as I didn't get to send messages to 'em.

Thanks DT cliques for giving me such wonderfull memories!
Thanks Yanling for being sucha good breast friend!
Thanks Yuenhui and Haseena for all those memories we had in class!
Thanks Tingfang for being there to cheer me up whenever I ain't UP!
Thanks the 3-4 guys for giving some memorable days @ chalet!
Thanks Peishi and Josephine for being so lame in the blogging & Tumblr world!
Thanks Hsingliang for his 'lameshittalk' which sometimes do make me feel less lonely!
Thanks Nicole and Jiayee and Stephanie for being sucha good acc during recess!
Thanks Kelvinwong for complimenting me and wishing me!
Thanks Terrence for planning th outing yst though ... ^^ !
Thanks Jonathan for being sucha good online friend, listening to all my 'nags'!
Thanks Tumblr. for producing so many cute quotes and pix!

&& Lastly,
Thanks Lyw for everything you do for me! We'll last long. Every first day of every year, we gonna do the first thing for that year k? Loveyou ttm!

Updated.

We did many first thing on the first day of the year.

2010-01-01T17:06:00.004+08:00

Happy new year to readers! Hope everyone enjoyed themselves last night yeah? Like I DO! Hahaha. Went out w DTAS cliques. It was really a last minute thingy. Around 12.40then I was noted. I rushed everything, pleaded mommy and approved! Meeting time was 1.30 and I reach around 2.30. Which is an hour late! THANKYOU! Sorry lah dey, but I think you all enjoyed when I was not around also. Gegege ^^ When I reached bustop, Weilun was waiting there. Shocked! Both people so fake. LOL. And Weilun evesdropped us talking!!!

Everyone trained to Kallang. Had great chats on the train. They, esp XL, was talking craps and then we pressed the emergency button to complain. LOL! Anw, weiwen is as cute as ever lah! LOL! On the train, we saw one lil boy w his head behind got one spider web! Omg, super coool! Reached Kallang, planned to ice-skate. Was excited! But no jeans and failed plan. Watch movie in the end 'The Treasure Hunt'. Quite okay. But, Lyw's stomach keep complain. LOL! So cute! ^^ BB left for church :/ Dinner @ Subway and was fun. Weilun and Weiwen (the brothers) super cute. Lyw fake fake don't want eat. LOL! Then, decided to walk to Marina. It was at first ... unbelievable. But, just walk. Missed all the buses. Continue walking. Nicholas suddenly asked some America cartoons. So they kept guessing. Dontknow who said 'The hulk' LOL! WTH! Hahahaha. Hannah and I also gosiped quite alot too. Wheeee~ Wasted trip mannnn. Leg tired ttm! It was super dark then while walking. One stupid leaf dropped beside me. Omg, goosebumps! Gave up and waited at bus stop for bus. Then XL and BT took taxi and left :/ Played w Teddy's iphone. Gahgah! Then the guys were making some maple/zx story. LOL! Bus-ed to Aljounied (dk how to spell). At one bus stop, Weiwen suddenly said 'Walao, he's dead is it?' LOL, we thought he joking. But, really a guy was sleeping on the bust stop. Like dead anw :x But they claimed is drunk. Hoho. Whatever. JH was a bit unwell, waited for him to buy some panadols or something. Then th guys were making fun of something. Super funny. Then, Nicholas and Weiwen left to join the band :/ The rest of us went to khatib. OMG! CROWDED TTM! And saw one super gay, claimed by the guys. Hahaha! Sorry ar ZX, mean nothing man! :/ Ate icecream then started to drizzle. Went to hdb instead. Rest @ staircase awhile then countdown! Hohohohho! Never thought the first person I'll see will be DTAS cliques. Gahgah!~

THANKS JH FOR THE RIDE. JH's brother is cute ttm! Love him love him! And I realised when he speaks he'll throw away all the L's. police= poice! sleep=seep! Ahh, cute^^ Love his eyes most. Haha! So diff from his brother :D

When back home, played mini cards! Super cute. Hahaha! Each of us lost one time. Yes, got punishment! :P Had fun tgt! We had our mant first-time on the first day of 2010! One of them is the first pix taken! Hahaha! Family all felt our trip was ... wasted. I think I can't sleep last night. I don't know why. Woke up in the morning, mac for breakfast. And, home sweet home!

Screwed the bus rides man! Why everbody choose to go back msia today!?! _|_ Plus some idiotic ppl. -slaps!-

Andand, thanks to those who wished me HNY! Like, Nicole Yanling Tiffany Yeonhao Cousin Brother .. I win LYW! :P

Pix grabbed from BT's blog.

Counting down !

2009-12-31T13:06:00.001+08:00

YES YES YES! I'ma going down to Singapore w cliques to countdown 2010! ^^ Wheeeeeee~ Love mama lots ! Takecares all and I miss you, Tanyanling!

Whenever I say I miss you, I mean from the bottom of my heart to the top of my heart and out of my mouth.

2009-12-30T22:24:00.003+08:00

The time now is 10.30. Lyw is not back yet, kidnapped(?) lost(?) It's late at night and I feels that it's suitable to write some dedications. Let's start w someone I knew, like many many years.

BB: She's definitely a bubbly & friend & chatty girl. Humourous too. She never fails to brighten up one's day. She may look strong on the outside. But I know its not the same for her inside. (don't misunderstand) She can be fragile in her heart. Well, not many can see that. Past two years, we were like the bestest of bestest friend. But now, something seemed to have happened @ the start of this year. We're not in the same classroom, not hanging out w each other frequently more, not having chats often ... Everything changes. We have our own friends. Or maybe she has her own friends. I can't blame her, ofcourse. She's just toooo friendly. Everytime we tried talking to each other, we'll say 'I miss you'. I guess not many friends do this. But, in my heart, I really do miss her. I still remember after school, we had lunch tgt w other friends. When the others went off, she left behind with me. Suddenly, I cried. I shared everything with her. I lent her shoulder. Wet her blouses. She doesn't mind. Gave me advices and cheered me up. I miss those badly. I miss us being bitchy about some other people. What had happened to us in the end? Is it my problem? Or yours? I wonder. If it's because of my relationship prob, I apologise. I willing to let go him abit and have you more. But we promised to try harder next year right? Promise. *hook lil pinky* I want us to be tgt always, be it recess/after school. I want someone to be waiting for me for lunch. I want someone I can turn to whenever I get bored after lessons. I want someone to joke with after school. I want to accompany a friend back home before heading to custom. I want to wait for someone @ the canteen. I want you, can I? I love you and I miss you more ...

There's no perfect ending. If the relationship is perfect, it has no ending. Just like you and me.

2009-12-30T13:15:00.005+08:00

Today is New year's Eve. I've cleared half of my shelves of this years stuff. I saw lil cute notes from my friends. Like bb's, tingfang's and yuenhui's. I've read through every single pieces. Love 'em!

What I've done for 2009 :

Worked hard for this year.
Found a new ballet studio.
Got th bestest boyf. (L)
~~Found a new best friend.~~
Performed a dance.
Got some new friends.
~~Slap someone real hard.~~
Ton out late at night.
~~Had a merry christmas.~~
Created a tumblr.
Said a lie.
~~Caught for attire problem.~~
Played catching in a playground.
~~Receive gifts.~~
Have been a great friend. (?)
Talked on the phone w lyw. (L)
Catching some dramas.
~~Bought a new phone.~~
Chairperson of 3/2 2009.
~~Scold someone in his/her face.~~
~~Great holidays.~~
Went to town shopping.
~~Fold blankets after I woke up.~~
~~Overseas trip.~~
~~Go for Leeminho concert.~~
Hugged a friend.
Talk to a stranger.
Said 'iloveyou' to someone.
Hold someone's hand on the road.
~~Addicted to facebook.~~
Hated/Disliked someone.
Wished a stranger "happy birthday".
Throw tantrums.
~~Smile.~~
Sick.
Cried.
Fall in love.

-created by myself. hoho haha! Random things. I would love to do some dedications to some of you out there. I'm wondering how to start it. Should do some first.

TANYANLING : She's one of the friend I've got. Perhaps, a new friend though we knew each other since Secondary 1. And that year, we had recess together. We were like ... sisters. Now, she've changed. Alot, I should say. She've got a .. KRASH! Hoho. I really thank her for sharing so many things w me, which shows a trust in me. Seldom people do this. And she's the only one I guess. Talking to her just make me feels ... relaxing. Cos I can say anything to her. I don't mind sharing things w her too. If only we have more time tgt, I'll make sure we'll be BFF. Hoho! We are, actually. There's one thing I did only w her! *shake eyebrows* Nothing else, but stayed overnight at her house. Do you remember what I did when I had to stay over at your house? Think! Shh~ Don't tell anyone. I hope our friendship will last super long, like what her msg says! I love you ! ^^

Don't you love in vain cos love won't set you free.

2009-12-29T15:11:00.005+08:00

24 December : It was my cousin's birthday party! I attend it later cos I met up w Lyw in the afternoon! I was so carving for subway that we went to RP and AMK just to have it. My feet was ... tired whole day, walking on the road. We shopped @ AMK and bid goodbye. Reached the party, helped out and cousin's girlf was there! ^^ Had bbq and it was delicious! I'm not the one who qued it ^^ I played w a lil girl, was still unsure of her name. Her sister was ... omg, out of control! She loves fighting I can see. The lil girl I love is super cute. We had great time tgt! Soemhow I felt that I gone back to my childhood. We played w balloons and many. Her big round eyes, lil brittle hand. I felt like 3 times bigger than her! That sounds horrible mann...

25 December : Woke up early and set off to KL! We had tough time driving in KL as my dad is not sure of the place. We got lost several times. And the first hotel was hozzible tezzible ttm! The carpark was the lousiest I've ever seen man! However, the room was not bad. Wierd combination -.- Well, we had to walk to the shopping mall. And, the taxi is as hozzible tezzible! Subway + Pizza for dinner!

26 December : New hotel! Way better than yesterday's one. The mall was huge! North court, South court and Center court. Keewwwl! Walked whole day and I had to surrender. Leg was super 'sour'! The christmas deco was fabulous, there's a concert too!

27 December : Shopped halfday and home sweet home!

28 December : Met up w lyw ! Promised him to buy bag w him. Orchard > Bugis > Foodcourt > Woodlands > Macs ! Failed to go Orchard Central cos I don't know where it is! #%!$@$#!@$

30 December : Class outing! There's changes. Since so less people going. Haha!

Pix says more words then letters.

Crazy over ribbons ! \m/

Cable isn't in good shape today! Failed to post other chio pix ... Hoho!

Every moment spent with you is the moment I treasure.

2009-12-29T12:18:00.001+08:00

ME is so not in the mood to post anything yet. Something big is happening now and I really really hope it'll be .... okay afterall. Please ...

Dogs are better than girls.

2009-12-23T14:55:00.000+08:00

Reasons why dogs are better than girls

Dogs don’t cry.
Dogs love it when your friends come over.
Dogs don’t care if you use their shampoo.
Dogs think you sing great.
A dog’s time in the bathroom is confined to a quick drink.
Dogs don’t expect you to call when you are running late.
The later you are, the more excited dogs are to see you.
Dogs will forgive you for playing with other dogs.
Dogs don’t notice if you call them by another dog’s name.
Dogs are excited by rough play.
Dogs understand that farts are funny.
Anyone can get a good-looking dog.
Dogs eat what you drop.
If a dog is gorgeous, other dogs don’t hate it.
Dogs drool over women too.
Dogs like it when you leave lots of things on the floor.
A dog’s disposition stays the same all month long.
Dogs never need to examine the relationship.
Dogs will hump anything.
A dog’s parents never visit.
Dogs love long car trips.
Dogs understand that instincts are better than asking directions.
Dogs understand that all animals smaller than dogs were made to be hunted.
Dogs like beer.
Dogs don’t hate their bodies.
No dog ever put on 100 pounds after reaching adulthood.
Dogs never criticize.
Dogs agree that you have to raise your voice to get your point across.

By kylewebs.tumblr.com

I'm yours, dearie.

2009-12-23T12:02:00.003+08:00

Sometimes we do forget to behave and regret what we say

Omg, watching television now. Showing some kids show. Super cute cann? Omg, can't stop laughingggg! -big laughs- I love lil kids! They're so cute and innocent. How I wished I'm like them now ... *bubbles*

Yesterday was fun. Ktv w sisters > Popular > Sushi King ! Omg, so long since I've eaten sushi... However, something cropped up. At night, had great chats w Seena Yuenhui and BB. So long never chat w B already. Gossiped alot and ... talked. I have alot of things I want to say to her. But I just can't bring myself to do it. Well, I guess I have to keep it in my heart... We promised to chat from morning till night! ^^ Seena and Yuenhui and I were doing class outing thingy. Super fun! Calling ppl late at night. Gahhhhh~ After that, was planning some Christmas outing thingy. Was totally shocked when I was invited lah. As usual, kept quiet throughout whole conver. Well, I guess my quietness ruined it.

To the guys : Sorry for that. But I really mean nothing. I've been missing so many outings alr, miss one more isn't a big deal right? Haha, have fun lah dudes! ^^ Let me see if can buy something for you all ... buy around 10 ^^ Cya !

TANYANLING, WE GONNA MEET SAME PLACE SAME TIME ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL ! <3

Oh yeah, did I tell you that Super Junior M rocks? \m/ They're coooooool! Esp the ... '始原'! *winkssss*

Tomorrow gonna attend cousie's birthday! And the day after, off to KL for 3 days! Then, gonna meet up w my lovely! And gonna go for class outing! And gonna see my LG sooooon! ^^

You're my everything love, for you.

2009-12-22T11:20:00.000+08:00

Ohh, Battery low. Gonna type real fast ! Meanwhile going down town to K w sisters. And Brother fetching us down. Omg! That's so scary ... Bye ! And I HATE DOTA TTM ! D:

You take my hand and drag me head first, fearless.

2009-12-21T19:15:00.003+08:00

Hello to all. Christmas is just 4 days away. Well, I guess no one is the same as me. Cos I ain't looking forward to anything! Hohoho. However, thanks to TANYANLING who made my day ... She offered me w 3 Leeminho fan's meeting tickets! OH MY GAWD! At first, can't believe it but I have to. She's great lah! ^^ But missed this chance. Haseena just now complained to me why didn't ask her to go since no one accompany me. Then I told her cos we were busy scolding each other's idols. Haha! JA JOONG right ? :P

STILL A THOUSANDS MILLION THANKS TO MY LG !

Tomorrow going K-singing w sis and cousin. I'm so-gonna sing my lungs out!
- i love such outing bcos i get to get my self away from facing the reality. i hate everything now. when will this ends?

-yes dear, i don't want any problems to come in our way. i want to fight w those irritating problems we have. don't worry, love still strong ...-

27 MINTUES TO LMH'S FAN MEETING SESSION !

leeminho, leeminho, LEEMINHO !

2009-12-20T19:34:00.002+08:00

Yo bitch! (calling myself) Guess what?! I have sponsorer for LEEMINHO's concert ticket! HIGH TTM!!! ^^ But I guess gonna be v dissappointed at the v end ... It's okay (L)

想把小星星，为你排成爱的图形...

2009-12-19T13:51:00.003+08:00

Lyw gone for History proj + Hw clearance! Yayness! God bless him anti-bluebook ^^ Takecares!

Sorry, but I ain't looking forward to anything anymore ...

Counting down,

2009-12-18T20:28:00.004+08:00

ATTENTION : LEEMINHO IS GOING SG ON 21DEC!
ohh, I just can't get over the fact that ... he's coming and I can't meet him. LOL. He's hawt and handsome TTM! Not hiddeous okay? ^^ Whenever tv shows his concert thingy, I'm so excited manczdsx! Look at him, all my hair stand up alr. Haha, nothing dirty. Awwwwwwww, Leeminhoooooooo! ~~~

X'MAS : 7 more days to go!
Me wants to celebrate it w Lyw on 24th mannn! Cancancan? ^^

LIKE MOST OF THE GIRLS , ME WANTS TO SUE DOTA, KILL DOTA, BURN DOTA, SLAP DOTA .. AND MORE ! RAWR ! -ggrhhh- *bites teeth*

GOODNIGHTS! D:

All I want for christmas, is you You YOU

2009-12-18T14:57:00.002+08:00

Shoutouts: " I love lyw! "

You've been a strong girl of mine, don't fall too deep because of this.

2009-12-17T21:17:00.004+08:00

Hello to my lil girl,

Let you guess who she is. She's a friend of mine since ... P3 I guess. 3E 4E 5B 6C. I hope I didn't get that wrong. She's one who wears red in school (primary). We used to be close friends, quite close. We share memories during pri-school days. However, we do quarrel sometimes. That's what we do when we're young, right? I stil remember she's one who sweat alot! Like raining head. She's a pretty girl, ofcourse. I regret now. How I wished I could spend more time w her during pri-school days. Cos now, we seldom talk to each other due to diff schools. Well, I do miss her sometimes. Really. Whenever I see her @ bus stop, I would always want to find topics to have a long chat w her. But always ended up having nothing to say. Sometimes she looked tired, sometimes she's really sick. I wished I could do something for her, but could only say 'Takecares'. I hoped we're not separated, if not we'll be the best best friends now. I hope.

Girl, you're a strong girl. I seldom see you even shed a tears during those days. You're an apple in many people's eye. Your laughter is something I will never forget, cos it's unique. After what had happened, I hope you're still the strong girl I've known. Well, I may be oblivious of the happenings. But I can feel you aren't feeling v good. I really hope you can attend the Sunday outing w us, share everything you have. I don't wanna see you like that. That's not my girl.

A big 'CHEEEEEEEEEEEEERS' for you! And, I really miss you.
I hope my girl, CYNTHIA KOH JIA NI, can cheer up and talk to me soon!

You're the sunshine, in many's heart.

天黑的时候我远远陪着你, 再小的闪烁也努力放光明

2009-12-17T21:01:00.007+08:00

“ When you've finally found someone good, don't go looking for someone better. ”
eletheowl.tumblr.com

And, you're the someone that's good. I want nobody else, just you. You may not be the most handsome, most caring guy. But you're just the only one I need. I love it when you lie on my laps. I love it when you bring me closer to you. I love it when I know everything in my life, most memories are yours. I love it when you whisper 'iloveyou' at least 5 times a day. I love it when you mean everything to me. I want you to know, feel my (L)

没有你的爱，这个我只是一般。

2009-12-17T20:36:00.004+08:00

Hello readers. I'm back from History proj w the usual cliques. Haseena Yuenhui Kaikeat Junwei.C! Aww, miss all of them. Miss them teasing me, miss everyone of us laughing @ something silly. Esp w Haseena and Yuenhui. We never fails to crap like shit. I guess when I'm w them, I laugh the most. Thanks lovelies! ^^ Actually, we met up not solely for history, but homework! Not me, but them! Hahaha. I'm willing to help them, anw. Greatful? ^^ I even let them have HIGHER scores for Amaths. Cos I'm the only one who did the Ace thingy (well, its obvious). So they did something Clever, ofcourse. But ir's alright :D Hoho. After that, had KFC w girls. Yayyy, cheesesese frieesdxzszxs! Bought Sunshine & went back. Discuss on classouting and home sweet home.

Planned to have dinner w lyw, but I don't know where he go!??!??! D: Still waiting for him to reply me ... ... -fierce-

Class ouiting will be on 30 Dec 2009 @ Marina barrage. Do make it kay? Cos I'm sure it will be super fun!

No programmes for tomorrow, gonna just drama and sleep @ home. However, going KTV w Seiyi and Nicole on Sunday! ^^ Not bad actually. Gonna end here, drop a 'Hello' remember. Me loves you!

Yanling! I didn't mean it, but you more important. -ohps- Hahaha, your super lame jokes! *thumbsup!* Haha.
Hello Ah hui! ^^

You may not be the most caring one, but you turns out to be the best, in my heart, in my eyes.

2009-12-16T20:45:00.002+08:00

First, I would like to say I'm utterly disappointed w today. Kay, just a joke. Planned to go out w both girls but failed. But still, its okay k? Christmas event promise to look me up one! If forget, I wont let you off! -gives that look-
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY STEADAYE!

Currently, online chatting w lyw and tyl. Oh am gee, she is hilarious ttm! She told me jokes and made me laugh like an idiot infront of computer. Great job lah! ^^ Let me share.

tyl : one horse run run run then drop into the sea, so become hai ma.
one horse run run run then drop into the river, become he ma.
than another horse run run run fall down on the road, become what?

me : ma lu? ^^
tyl : No, 'ban ma'
me : laughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs ! ^^

And and, the -.- thingy is also v funny! ^^ Loves her ttm! <3

GREAT DAY 'OUT' W LYW TODAY!
Note the out? Cos I went to his house to do 3 Newpaper reports! It's a great achievement lyw! Then, we started doing something super silly. Hahaha! Makes me laugh and make really v awkward sound. Hahaha! -don't anyhow think, we're underage and the sound you're thinking is not wierd- ^^ Me loves him lah. Ate chickenrice w him and he gave me the meat. Aww, that's sweet can? Andand, joked w him. Asked him if you want lose weight (jian fei). Told him close his eyes then I drew two dashes at his tummy. Get the joke? ^^ I love myself man, managed to say stupid jokes and make lyw laugh. That's the most I can do. And I made him suffer this morning. So sorry. Cos he sat beside a lady who sing v loud to herself and made my lyw suffer ear bleed. LOL! Cheers to him!

Great, meeting history people tomorrow. I miss Haseena and TYH! <3 And, THL said there's a 6C gathering someday. Ohmytian, me wanna go! ^^ And, remember to dropa a 'Hello' at my tagboard lovelies.

Because I have you, your smiles, laughter that changed my life.

2009-12-15T23:00:00.004+08:00

I SRSLY HOPE TTF

CAN MAKE IT TOMORROW!

BECAUSE TMR IS OUR ...

1YR4MNTHS ANNIVERSARY!

FIRST TIME GO OUT TGT,

PLEASE, MAKE IT! ^^

I don't want happy ending. I want never ending.

2009-12-15T15:11:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TAN YAN NI ! or should I say Happy Belated? Nevermind. Got (L) can already ^^ I think she doesn't know I'll post this on my blog. I still remember we're in the same OBS group! Though we didn't get to talk much, but at least had you this company. At first I thought my group wont be fun, but when you walked to the same group as me ... Yipee! Hahaha :D Alright, guess you had lotsa fun w the girls! ^^ Happy birthday, lady!

Tomorrow outing w Hannahteo and Tantingfang! Oh great to the max! Hahaha, and I promised not to ruin the whole thing last minute. Trust me! ^^ We gonna go picnic @ marina barrage? Or shopping? Whohoo~ Looking damn forward! We gonna take a-12344567890 pix! Already have the feeling, kewl! LOL. Outing FTW! Aw, I still don't know what's the meaning of FTW. Anyone please tell me? ^^

Yeaps, yesterday night lyw called me. Hoho, both trying to act ang-moh. Say what 'No, don't whatever me.' Makes me wanna laugh. K, still loves him ttm. Sorry for being angry-for-no-reasons yesterday. Scold me! I would feel much more better :x But I know you won't cos when I look at you I just feel like laughing.

Alright, off to Hi my sweetheart. Great show! BT must watch! ^^ Watch alr we do those silly acts tgt. Hahaha! Kay bye peeps! Do drop a 'Hello' like how WONGPEISHI did! Clapsssss! ^^ LOL, happy bubble?

如果有一天，我离你遥远。

2009-12-14T20:43:00.005+08:00

STUDY SESSION W LYW.
Study @ Library > KFC > Movie > Home

Ohmytian, Yeonhao going Japan! I don't know why so excited for him. But still, Bon Voyage bra! ^^ Cya realsoon.

> Kelvin : Yeaps, they do still remember you. All your funny acts, omg, tooo difficult to be forgotten ^^ Hmm, how's life for you?

> Chaohong : No problem sweety! Cya real soon! ^^

Sometimes, I love listening to sad songs. I don't know why. Just the feeling. Sometimes, I hate talking to anybody in this world. I don't know why. Just the feling. Sometimes, I think it doesn's always go smoothly. Perhaps obstacles are coming, or me being over-sensitive. Don't wake me up, drop a 'Hello' at my tagboard and I will thank a million.

I wish to stay entrapped forever, with you for all eternity.

2009-12-13T18:07:00.004+08:00

HAPPY MARRIAGE TO COUSIN AND COUSIN'S WIFE !

Greatness to the following days. Hope everything goes well. Had great time chatting w Cynthia and HL. Hope everything goes extremely well for both of them! Excluding HL, anw. He's busy sight-seeing lah, who cares? ^^

Cynthia, you have me this sexy! All the best!

Weilin : Me has linked you! ^^ Cheeers girl!
Peishi : Hohoho, specially for you. Make sure you flood it. Haha! W words, not b*ood! :x Haha!

沒有你的愛, 這個我只是一半

2009-12-12T20:50:00.004+08:00

I would like to list all my hundreds and thousands of WANTS.

I want moments during recess time w cliques. I want meet lyw and go to sch together. I want chalet w lyw. I want meetings w msia cliques will be great. I want Tantingfang to get well (?) I want Jessica to contact me. I want to have more happy moments. I want heart to heart talk w lyw. I want to last forever friendship w BT. I want money to buy pretty clothes. I want Tanyanling to find me and groans all she want and share all she wants w me. I want shopping w lyw. I want picnic w TTF and Han. I want class outing to be successful. I want to know my wants are not greedy at all. I want Leeminho ticket. I want the Samsung phone plus free $48 ticket. I want somebody to grant my wants.

Enough of my greedy minds. Great, did I ever tell you that my PLYW is the greatest of the greatest? He's like the best of all man. (Girls, don't jealous) I love it when he holds my hand while walking. I love it when he put his hands around me. I love it when he looks into my eyes and say those words that melt my heart. I love it when you're w me. There's more love, not available to list. He knows it. (L)

O levels next year. Something I will surely hundred percent chop worry about. God, who doesn't? I hope lyw does it well mannnzxzdfzcs. Cos I'm thinking of going to JC instead of Poly. Thanks to one of my ballet friend. I hope life will be better then. I hope the friends there are much more funner.

Life is full of ups and downs. I totally agree to it. Several events coming up. Tomorrow wedding dinner, monday meeting w lyw, Wednesday TTF Anniversary, Thursday history proj, Sunday w msia cliques ...

Time to go, takecares all! Do leave comments, I know you love me. xoxo

"When you are in love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."

2009-12-11T15:10:00.004+08:00

Lee Min Ho

2009-12-10T20:37:00.005+08:00

Lee Min Ho's fan must be aware of this ! And so, Ceslie is aware of this!

Leeminho going Singapore on 21 December!
I so wanna go! Someone sponsor me w 1-2 tickets please! Oh am gee, high to the max if you give me two tickets ^^ Lyw wanna sponsor me w one ticket, but he's not going. How sad, might as well not go cos he more important ^^ Hoho!

I'm yours

2009-12-10T13:19:00.005+08:00

Hello to you. (Anyone there?) I'll be using back blogger.com! ^^

Updates on Chalet. I'm so gonna make this post longlonglong. Hohoho! And I'll be making tagboard for my blog. So pls do tag! ^^

Day 1.
At first meeting time was 4. So Hananh and I met up at 2 and train-ed to downtown. Then, time changed to 5pm. We ate Subway and camwhor-ed @ library ^^ Mission accomplished! Next, met w the guys and went buy food for bbq. Walk and walk and walk ... We camped in the room and watched shows. Winx club was showing. Eeleong was like mad, talking to himself or to the tv I don't know. Played cards. Lyw was ... lame. He translate the song into chinese -.- Then, Ms Choo Ms Ho Ms Lim Jen Jerene Gina and Zhongwei came. Slacked abit and Hannah gtg. Played new games '007' and 'pzzz piuuu'. Punishment = drink ! Zw and I ate bread :D A lot of jokes there. Eeleong was the worst. Going mad. Soon all slept.

Day 2.
Jen Jerene Zw Enjia went off. 10 all woke up and had breakfast. Ceslie Yw EL Weikeong Yidao Kahseng Vincent Alvin went WWW. 20 minutes and managed to finish all rides. I was proud of myself. I took the Vride. Oh am gee! I came down w jelly legs and fast-beating heart. LOL! All rides done, we played catching @ the playground. Whohoo~ Lil kids. Super fun. First time experience in my 15 yrs. Hahaha. Didn't know Alvin will join. LOL! Chlat trained stamina. Great! Play play play, realised some missing. LOL, all slacked at one corner. Ofcourse, I joined them too! Round2 of catching. I hid behind one pole & no one realised -.- Cute! Oh am gee again. Lyw fell down. Arhh! Hit his head, body, leg .... Poor dear! Next stop is my fav! Sky ride. Hahaha! Last ride of the day. Lyw v scared then kept talking to me. Hahaha! Managed to say it 74 times? :D Loves! Bought KFC and back to chalet. Bathed and slept. Night, went to Maze garden. The maze is like so FUN! The bush is until our chest level -.- Lyw hurt his hand again -.- Arghh! Slacked awhile then back to chalet. Played the games and yes, finally got punishment. Drank abit, it's okay anw. Hahaha! I want more! ^^ Ms choo came @ around 1. Played one round then kena complains -.- So, chat. Got one conver v funny.

Yanwei : Ms choo, got any surname call Ah ?
Ms Choo : -give that look-
Alvin : Have ley, my friend's surname is Ha.
All : Laughss!

Ms choo went back then .. slept again. Hahaha ^^

Day 3.
8 something woke up and washed up, gonna home sweet home! D: Lyw's specs missing, went back to park and find. Found! ^^ Poor Yidao, had to follow :x Mac for breakfast and ... train-ed home. Went lyw house and rest for 2hours.

Pix hours.
Caption : HANNAH ROCKS !

Disappearance,

2009-11-29T13:20:00.001+08:00

Catch me somewhere else, lovelies.

Every hours like a day,

2009-11-26T20:23:00.005+08:00

Hello readers. A proper post and a short one. Lyw went to his Papa's birthday and he's not back yet. Wonder if he told his papa I wished him ' Happy Birthday!' Thanks his papa for giving birth sucha cute caring sexy great lil piggy. OMG! PS: It should be his Mama, but anw thanks for marrying his mama and gave birth to this lyw. Hahahahaha! Ah, lame I know -.-

Tomorrow's performing day! ^^ Guess what? Excited yet nervous but happy also enthu. I'm so looking forward to my hairdo at Elle.

Nothing much to post. I just hope that sundaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay can faster come! ^^ Me want take many pixxxx! Hoho.

Anw to TTF and BT, sorry for th last min cancel. I spoiled th outing mannnn. So sorry! Hope you understand. Have one soooooon k? Lovesyou babes ^^

Reminder,

2009-11-24T21:01:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow, movie 2012 w Family and dinner @ someplace.
Thursday, dance practice from 1-4 !
Friday.

Actual performance !
9-12 > Dance rehearsal.
1-3 > Makeup at ' Cut by Elle'
6-7 > Dinner and cocktail
> Dance ! ^^

Saturday, hope there's no dance & having wedding lunch! Time for pretty dress!

I wait forever and a day for you,

2009-11-23T12:08:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was at least better than normal days. ^^

Overseas tourist: Jessica Eeleong Yanwei Junhao Weiwen
Events: Watch show, eat(yanwei loves it!), dogs session (eeleong loves it!), climb rooftop, firecrackers, stroll, steamboat, stroll and homesweethome!

It's overall fun anw.

And welcome back Nicholas and Yuenhui ^^

Happy birthday Chaohui!

Dance later on, me going rest sooon. I know I just woke up, but I'm still tired. What to do?

Yay, outing soon w Hannahteo and Tantingfang. Kay bye! ^^

It's all wrong again,

2009-11-20T18:04:00.000+08:00

Oh dear, I want to cry now. Can I? Thanks ... ... ... Life's a bitch, a piece of shit people! Yeah, whatever. Say I'm a cry baby or just getting attention. I don't care. I hate people who doesn't act what they said. Who is not a liar? Aww, bullshit. I guess I have to be alone to lead my own life. Like nobody's business. Gonna stop posting.

Everything is fake, only my tears are real.

What do those stand for?

2009-11-19T22:28:00.000+08:00

I guess I just saw something I would'nt want to see ... What does it mean to me? Nothing seriously. What you said, all wasn't true. What's those comfort, laughters all about? Lies? I couldn't decipher that... Maybe we aren't mean to be tgt at all. Only come to me when I goes to you. What do I mean to you?! Nothing k? Stop all those acts, pretence. Everything is just lie! No one knows who I'm refering, it's meant to be a secret. Thanks for all those memories. I guess I wouldn't need them anymore. I'm sorry. But I think I might just change my decision or mindset 360 degree someday. Let's hope for that day! It's not lyw, ilovehim ttm!

I really enjoyed today w Lyw ! East coast ! ^^ He taught me rollerblade. Sucha stupid beginneer me. Hoho! He's a good coach mannn, but only to me k! :D Roll for half an hour and started raining. WTHulkman -.- Waited at macs and had lunch. Then, it flooded outside -.- And we had to return th rollerblades at 2.20. No choice, ran in the rain and returned. And continued walking in the rain until we reached bus stop. Took bus and went causeway and ate Ajisen Ramen! ^^ First time. Thanks lyw! Hoho, spciyyyyyy! Me craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazy over ribbons! Me want ribbon. Ribbons. Yay, ribbons! whohoo~ Lyw rocks ttm! He's the priority now, and forever! ^^ Hohhohohohohoho, loveshim! ^^

We're so gonna be together, forever ^^

The pieces of my heart are missing you,

2009-11-18T10:37:00.000+08:00

Yayness! Super excited for tomorrow's out thing w Lyw ! ^^ Wheeeeeeeee~ Hohohohohohohoohoohohooho! :D Nothing much to post, so baibai!

NOTICE!

TO HANNAH TEO AND TANTINGFANG!

You two better comeeeeeeeeeeeee I tell you ! ^^ Faster give me replyyyyy! :D

We're so far apart ...

2009-11-15T14:30:00.000+08:00

Hello readers! ^^ Currently, I'm @ Genting! Starbucks, cold weather, crowded ... Let's my pix say the words!

I'd cried, even in my dreams when you're not here.

2009-11-13T16:41:00.000+08:00

Fat cheeeeeks! - credits to Lyw

Hello folks. Great! Chemistry SPA is over! ^^ It was quite a disaster. The lab was super hot, so hot that my eyes started to give out water vapour and then condensed on my goggles! -.- No kidding. And, I couldn't light the bunsen burner. Not my problem please, its the lighter's problem! -.- Don't deduct my marks I tell you. Hate smokers (lighter) -.- LOL!

Steamboat planning is getting frustrated. On these dates, some couldn't make it! -.- AWW! Must re-date. I won't give up! I make sure you all must come my house. Hahaha.

Embarrassment number 1 ! I sent down the register file and saw 3-4 people at 2nd floor. Teacher was there. And then , someone called 'Yanwei!' Gosh! *runnnnn* *cover face w file* Walk down stairs, gate locked. Embarrass plusplus! -.- Run to another route. Hahaha.

Met lyw in morning and had $3.30 breakfast at Mac. The tea was super hot and was about time to reach school. I don't want late for school! Pour my tea inside yanwei's green tea and run. Haha! Sing song on the way. ' I remember every look upon your face ... '

Me going Melacca tomorrow! Yay, no Physics SPA! ^^ So fake, going only after exam. AWW, I will miss Lyw alot! However, I will still webcam w him and take manymany photos for him @ Genting. Haha! Good girlf ley? I know! ^^ Going to check Yanwei's blog for newest updates! ^^

Me here connection lousy ttm! -.- Afraid to move my laptop cos afraid will lose the connection. Haha! Andand, I want go many places! Eastcoast w DT, Orchard Central w friends, BBQ w Cliques, Class outing, Far outing w lyw ... :D

You know, this could be something...

2009-11-09T18:34:00.000+08:00

Hello ! Me is getting active in plurks! But people do go ... respond to my plurk :/ Hahaha, I know I'm pathetic :x Me is down w fluuuu -.- Awww, 'sniffs' Chemistry SPA is so scary! -.- Yayness no school tomorrow! Bestluck to Yuenhui for her O's Chinese ! ^^ Muchloves! Lyw so cute -.- I saw dabian on his shirt today... Hahaha! Looks like bird one, not human's.

Auntie : He v good alr, didn't throw temper... (in chinese)
Lyw : Yah loh, this kind of boyf v rare to fine ...
Me : Erhem! 'hits his arm' LOL!

Continues plurking ... And byes! ^^

Not everytime it goes smoothly ...

2009-11-08T20:24:00.000+08:00

Hello. My mood? Down. Why? Don't ask.

Nothing is true .. I guess. School tomorrow, so boring -.- Hate school now. Cos nothing to do, no friends around. Darn! -.- Enjoy your day boy. Byebye.

Live long , last long .

2009-11-07T14:10:00.000+08:00

Terrible stomache -.- (groans)
Lyw went to make passport ! Not to come my house -.- (LOL)
Alone at home, webcam spaaaaaaaaaaaamz at yanwei's blog!
Going to plan for th steamboat at my house, lest th ** scold me! -.-

( dt's , please update if you're able to make it, stay overnight and any allergies to seafood! ) Loveschuz! Baibaibaibaibai ^^

W/o you, I'm miserable at best.

2009-11-06T14:16:00.000+08:00

Hello! Firstly, Happy belated to TanJiaMin, IvanChong, Elton! ^^ Haha, random people cos saw their birthdays @ facebook. Morning woke up v early and went for facial to kill pimples! ^^ Yayness! Hahaha, I want pretty pretty face! (like josephine's) Yuhoo.

Yesterday night as usual, webcam-ed w Lyw! Had super fun. He plans to do weights, clunches, pushups and jogging. He did weights in front of webcam and I acc him! He used dumbbells, me used bolster! Hahaha, had great laughs! Like what Jasmin said, he's dimple always make me jealous -.- Rawrrs, he says if can he wanna give me! Lol. I want go many places w him! I want ton overnight w him! I want take many pix w him! Hoho. I want more from Hannahteo and Tantingfang -.- Lol, whennnn ?

I'm going to edit dt's blog. Lol, was being demanded to do it -.- Sadly no chalet, so ... will be tonning or anyone want to come malaysia watch movie? Cheaper! ^^ Lol.

Recently watched shows. HK drama by Showluo and Rainieyang. Omg, show is super cute and funny w his mushroom head! He's dalang dalang dalang dalang dalang dalang ... The pink panther song! Cute ttm! C: Hotshot at 11.30 at night. Hot ttm too! C:

Going to idle around. Ciaos! xoxo,

I guess I never get what I wanted,

2009-11-05T10:07:00.000+08:00

Hello. I'm so p*ssed off now ! Kay, I'm going to have a miss for today's outing @ east coast park.
Cos she say SO FAR. ( pls tell me where is NOT FAR )
Cos she say everytime ppl ask me go then I go. ( Ppl didn't ask me go then how I go? )
Cos she say don't everytime like that. ( Ofcourse, I always never get what I wanted. How do you expect me to react. Say, Okay lah mummy. I never go out okay? Darn! -.- I just said 2pm at eastcoast and strings of questions come out. I keep quiet. Then say I show temper again. #$!@#! Whatever man. I give up. )

BYE!

Down the road, w/o you, it seems tough and long.

2009-11-04T19:20:00.000+08:00

Hello. I'm super lazy to post now. Brief updates will do cos no one will really tag also :x

Thrid day of HI prog. So tired ... -.-
Went to lyw house just now. His mummy showed me his baby photos. Omg, he smoked at the age of 1 or 2 -.- Better than HL. Hahaha!
I've sent email to Jasmin ... Also to Hannah Tingfang who else ? :x
No HI prog until next monday. Great! ^^ But I will miss Lyw ... Hannah & Tingfang. When's the next outing babes?
Hol's hw are ... ttm! -.- Started doing alr, but only Emaths. Hehe.
Chem and Phy SPA coming! Wonder how to do -.-I dont wana fail!
Haseena's birthday coming! 13 more days! Anw, she's at singapore idol now! ^^
Alright, gonna chat more w Lyw :D Bye peeps!

It's only when I'm with you, I feel loved.

2009-11-02T21:21:00.001+08:00

Hello! If you've noticed, I've changed my profile pix. Cos Yanwei says that pix v chio! Lol, but he says until it is filled w Sarcasm -.- Nothing good. Hahaha. Boos for Ceslie. Bcos first day of HI programme and she's late! -.- 7 woke up still can be late. Aww, tomorrow gonna work harder, alright Nicole?! C: On e way to bus stop saw many officer surrounding one injured middle-aged man. His head had a plaster on it and around him there's stains of bloooood. OMG -.- It's super disgusting.

Hooray for my tall Daddy! ^^ He managed to kill one stupid flying insect! I saw it flying and I shouted 'Paaaaaaaaa' and he rushed down w the insecticide. My big superman! ^^ Me loves him many. However, sometimes I think I failed as a daughter. Whenever I'm in a bad mood, I talk in a very no-mood way. I know it hurts him. And he always send me home after school. He never complains of driving all times. I wonder what my Daddy is feeling mannncxz! I really hope I can do something to cheer him up and soemthing memorable for him. My Daddy is a super big clown! ^^ Being bullied by the 3 ladies in house. He's definitely the cutest guy I've ever met! Not even Lyw :x Hoho. If can, I wanna all guys to disappear. Except for my Daddy and Yanwei ... Plus my relatives ofcourse.

It's when you walked into my life ,

2009-11-01T15:54:00.000+08:00

" Maybe it's true I can't live without you, "

Hello bubbles ^^ Firstly, say boo boo to Ceslie. Because she just can't stop sleeping for one minute. She loves lying on bed, forcing herself to go into sleep and not aware of what's going on around. Isn't that great people? Who doesn't love this? I hereby declare, Ceslie is sick -.-

Lunch just now at a small cafe with Daddy. It feels so nice. Sitting around one small table w my Daddy, feeling the cool breeze and watching old people sit around haveing a great chat. I wonder when I get to have such moments w friends. I doubt it will.

Tomorrow going school w Nicole. And I'm definitely looking forward to it cos it's been a long time since we go to school tgt. I think never, even during primary school we didn't ? I dontknow, but I know we were in the same class! ^^ Since Primary 3 to 6. Aw, she's loveable! She can laugh and laugh, we can compete for the prize of lauging-over-the-silliest-jokes. I still remember that time Hsingliang showoff his jokes ... We just laughed over it. It feels good babe! ^^ Lastlong!

I received emails from Hannah and Yanwei. Thanks to Hannah! I read it, I know you'll be 24/7 for me! ^^ We must last long k? I will do dedication for you too, soon! ^^ Awww, if my life doesn't have Hannahteo, I wouldn't know that a human can be so caring and helpful to a yound and innocent lil girl. -controling bhbness- Loveschuuuu BT! Big hugs to Yanwei also! We're definitely not drifting apart from each other. As every single day pass by, we seemed to be stronger ... No faded love. Don't worry, you promise I promise. K? Thanks for that email too, it seems that you care! ^^
loves to my best2! where's the missing one -.-

Love isn't as easy as spelling it 4 letters only,

2009-10-31T12:20:00.001+08:00

Hello humans. I'm back from tuition. It's going quite well, teacher is very upset w our results, esp mine :x Hoho, I will work hard! C: Yesterday night was disaster, smth wrong w me. First person I thought was Hannahteo so I sent her email, tagged her and msn-ed her. Don't wanna sms cos exp :x Hope she read it and I wanna tell her that ' Hannah, ceslie is okay alr I think. Thankyou loves! ^^ ' Dance later. Can I have a skip? Cos I'm having headache still -.- Mummmmmyyyyy ... Halloween today! ^^ Outing later at eastcoast I think? Stupid planner, make me miss it again -.- Anw enjoy you ass! C: I'm stuck at episode 7 of Onepiece. Hahaha, lazy to watch ... I want to sleeep but I find it wasting of time. But I needa rest. Lol, kay. Let's see. Ciaos. Follow me people, only pathetic JOS following me. Hahaha ^^

You made me crazier ,

2009-10-30T20:07:00.000+08:00

Hello. God, my headache hasn't gone yet. When I lie down I just feel that the world is turning 360 degree. How cooool -.- I'm gonna sleep early, prepare for tmrz early tuition. 8.30 - 10.30. This timing is better C: Today was boring ttm! -.- Thanks to have Haseena. We joked and laughed. Clapped during the commendation-no-ceslie day. Lol -.- Still upset over it. Lol, don't believe this. Macs w Leeyanwei Tantingfang Hannahteo & Tanxinlerk. 'played' the monopoly thingy ... Quite cool uh, I hope xinlerk can get the $500,000 and share some w me. Hahaha, dreamon. Then watched 'Love Happens' w Lyw. Waste my time only, don't quite understand the whole story. Lol, maybe it's too chim for me cos he seemed to understand :x

I suddenly feel that my life is just like a road, with traffic lights along the it. However, it seldom turns green bcos no one is able to make it green, for me. And then, I'm always stucked at the red lights, not moving on. That's just my life, s!cker -.-

Today marks the end of school term, but not for me definitely. HI programmes starting next week. And I'm filled w inspirationg and determination. I'm so gonna work towards my goal and not think of any stupid stuffs. Hope I can get some support, thankyou ^^

Lastly, would like to thank some bubly babes around. Hannahteo Tantingfang Tanyanling Nicoleoon Haseena Yuenhui ... They're the one who cheers me up, I can laugh like nobody business when I'm w them, seriously. Continue to rockon babes! ^^

PS: Sissy out to camp in school, back tomorrow. Darn -.- So-not miss her.
PS: Is Pamela coming back? Omg! Please say yes, PAMSOH! -missyoulikehell- Cheers!^^

Some pix on last day of school.

It doesn't goes the way I want ,

2009-10-29T15:11:00.000+08:00

It's thursday, tomorrow is the last day of school. Commendation day. I'm mad at the school, why can't I go up stage when I got 3rd? Aww, I will be sitting on the chairs/floor clapping for people going up stage and collect $$$! -.- Alright, stop moaning because I won't get the chance anymore.

Hannah, ofcourse you're one of the best3 mannnndxzc! C: You're really a goodgood friend. Thank you for those kay? Gonna spend more time w you next year. Study tgt. I rmb the promise. It's not a broken promise, BT! C: Thankyou !

I don't know why, had a terrible headache. It's killing me! -groans- I hope I don't have to attend school tomorrow.

Alright, Yesterday sent out the first email to tantingfang. Following next, Hannah Yanling Stephanie Jiayee Nicole Jasmin Peishi Haseena Yuenhui and more ... C:

I will stay strong, girls.

I'm holding back the tears,

2009-10-28T16:49:00.000+08:00

It's my private blog again. Sorry but I've moved back to blogger cos it seems that onsugar. cannot be private. And I'll just be linking those people I love. Right babes?

Life sucked up alot! ttm -.-

Who doesn't cry when they're feeling down down down?
Who doesn't hate to see people around them b!tching around?
Who doesn't feel sad when they realised the people around them do not really care?
Who doens't know, that life sucks alot?

How I was just a young lil girl, cuddling within someone's warm embrace and never know what's going on all around the world. Only my best 3 knows about this matter. I hope it will be over soon and just forget about it. Sorry for making them worry. I (L) you 3.
To some, I think I'm just a tool for them. To copy hws, a target for insults ... What a fool of me to believe they're my real friends. Sometimes they can be nice actually, but at times they can be very irritating. We just cannot communicate well I guess. TTF says I'm happy? Love, Friend, family? I doubt so. Love, yes. Friends, nono. Besides my best 3 and canteen-mates. Darn, would my life be better?

I think I'm a lil sick? Or just an act? I don't know. I'm so tired, I wish I could never learn how to breathe.

Holidays will be time to brush up my English and Physics. I must do well. My aim. Kay, ciaos!